Before I was a Mom -
I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.
Before I was a Mom -
I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and My thoughts. I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom -
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom -
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.
Before I was a Mom -
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.
Ari sabtu pagi irfan ada appointment dengan aunty zaza dari lensa mama di Taman Putra Perdana, Putrajaya…so ari sabtu pagi macam pagi hari-hari lain irfan tanpa perlu di kejutkan irfan akan terjaga jaga jam 7 pagi…senang laa sikit keje umi…tak perlu mengejutkan irfan…kalau di kejutkan sure mud irfan tak ok…pastinya akan mengganggu mud irfan di pagi hari….tapi masalah lain timbul bile irfan tak nak mandi….aduhai camne ni…
alhamdulillah jam 7.30 pagi PA irfan merangkap Pak Andak sampai dengan Abg Lokman….so umi telah menyerahkan tugas untuk memandi dan memaikan irfan baju secara rasminya kepada Pak Andak…ooohhh bukan umi tak nak selesaikan tugas tersebut tau…J tapi bile dengan Pak Andak, irfan pasti lagi teruja…hehehe…
tepat jam 8 pagi berkemundik la kami iaitu umi, ayah, Pak Andak, abg Lokman serta irfan ke Putrajaya…irfan breakfast dalam kereta sahaja…breakfast irfan mudah sahaja roti sekeping bersama susu umi…hehehe senang kan…pastinya irfan tersenyum kegirangan tanpa rasa kelaparan…
kami sampai di Putrajaya jam 8.50 pagi…p aunty zaza dh inform umi yg die lewat sedikit…so kitorang pun berjalan-jalan di taman sementara menanti ketibaan aunty zaza…wah!!! Betapa sronoknya irfan menikmati panaroma di taman…untuk pengetahuan semua…inilah kali pertama irfan menjejak
esok seluruh umat islam di sini akan menyambut Maulidur Rasul. Sambutan Maulidur Rasul ialah untuk mengembalikan ingatan kita umat akhir zaman terhadap junjungan besar kita Muhammad Rasulullah saw. Dengan mengingatinya akan menambahkan lagi perasaan cinta kasih kepadanya serta mengenang, menghargai serta mengambil iktibar kisah suka duka perjuangannya. Walaupun sambutan Maulidur Rasul ini adalah satu adat sahaja tapi ia adalah adat yang bersifat ibadah dan wajar diteruskan.
Born on 16.02.2009…special day for ummi..It was the happiest day of ummi's life. God has truly blessed me.